Well... Haven't been blogging for a long time... Suddenly had an urge to write down what is going on in my life right now... When we were busy in school, how often do we wish that there will be a break... But right now, i wish to take a break from my break... Life seem so meaningless with nothing to do and boy my brain do feel very rusty...
The past few days have been quite busy... Rushing from one house to another to pay people a visit for chinese new year but now... Everthing seem so dead to me... My life right now is what you call an empty shell... It's sooo boring... Wanted to find a job but keep delaying it... At the beginning, i gave myself all sorts of excuse... But now, i realise that i was just afraid to go out to work... Afraid of the hard work, afraid of what i will face...
Going through some photos recently... Found myself infatuated with the same guy i was infatuated with 5 years back... But the feeling comes with a sort of resignation... The guy is taken and i do not know him personally... So, i guess i just have to forget about him...

Talking about guys, though I'm not romantically involved with any yet, i've been observing them closely... Guess that have change my opinion in them and what sort of quality you should be looking in them... One example of a great guy is my cousin... He's gentle, caring and sweet to his girlfriend... But the thing that etched into my mind is the way he handled kids... You just have to watch him handle those pesty little kids that can be REALLY unreasonable and you can really melt... His girlfriend must be the luckiest girl in the world... Hope they can get married soon and definitely they will live happily ever after... All the best...!